"Inside Outside" 2019

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Connecting with people, constructing relationships.
There is a moment when the relationships make me feel lonely.
It is as if I am with them but not with them instead I am watching them through a window or screen.
There is an undoubtful absence of myself.
My body is suddenly very sensitive to the atmosphere, trying not to act weird.
I wear a mask and pretend everything is okay, that nothing in our relationship has changed.

I am suddenly a foreigner in my own community.
The places I knew is now estranged.
The unnerving sensation of being in a place yet not feeling the experience as your own.

Where do I belong to if this is not my home?